so i have been doing noting these days except working and coming home and watching tv and being on the internet.
example 1; got up at 11 today, been online since 11.01, reading through treads and blogs, downloading some music. its now 3.50, i had my first smoke of the day 2 minutes ago. generally i have at least 2 in the first hour of being awake. now I'm typing this.
my housemates went earlier on to the cinema for like kid price film, they are just back now, they hate kids, lesson learned!
i need to do something, anything.
to myself i think this is productive. but...
i have to try and get some sort of music thing going, i haven't got spare time but i can make time for it, just my schedule is all over the place. i have to still sort out the program i got with my midi controller and actually use it to do something. meant to get together with two guys to do something but i end up leaving it to the last minute to see if they can jam which ends up that they can't.
doesn't help that i have been paid since January and that pay check finished of paying for christmas and my short time addiction to eBay! i get really down when it comes to money. i want to save, i want to get my arm finished, i want to go out, go to shows, i have to pay rent, bills, eat!
myself and my girlfriend got a sweet price on flights to Sweden for her birthday and is just before paddy's day (a holiday i don't enjoy as much as i used to) but i can't wait, i really like being in Sweden, it's a good buzz. want to get my Roskilde Tickets soon, it's going to be great.
i still haven't played my Wii in ages, but now the chair in front of the tv is cleared of laundry so thats no excuse now.
i need to mow the lawn at our house soon, hasn't been mowed since before the winter and probably could have been done before the winter as well, going to be a bitch. need to do laundry, dishes, tidy the garage. might happen today, might not. was thinking about doing the lawn as it looks dry from inside my house, when i went for a smoke rain started to fall, i'll take that as a sign.
i think i just need a big change or for February that has felt like a really long January to end. i want it to be march so i can go away and then April will come and might have a mini adventure then some summer feeling in May (i hope) and so on.
going to make coffee have a smoke and maybe just maybe cut the lawn!
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